Brothers and sisters, I know that I still have a long way to go. But there is one thing I do: I forget what is in the past and try as hard as I can to reach the goal before me. I keep running hard toward the finish line to get the prize that is mine because God has called me through Christ Jesus to life up there in heaven. Philippians 3:13-14
It is possible to reach a stage in life when you feel that you cannot go on. The road that you have travelled look like it has been strewn with the ashes of failure. You've tried – you and God know how hard. But now you have reached a breaking point and are ready to throw in the towel.
At such times, comforting words mean little and you are convinced that you are fighting a lonely battle and that no one really cares about what happens to you.
You are very wrong! God cares for you! He did not create you to be a failure; His will for you is that you will fulfil the purpose He has planned for you. Forget you past with all its disappointments and failures, and give God the first place in your life, then live the life that He longs for you to live.
Courageously start over. God will give you a full and satisfying life. You can develop spiritually through prayer and meditation, with the Word of God as your compass.
To make your prayers sincere and effective, you must accept Jesus as you savior and Lord of your life. Focus your hope on Him. Ask Him to lead you day by day in perseverance. As you learn to trust Him, you will realize that you do indeed matter to Him.
~ God who foresaw your tribulation, has specially armed you to go through it, not without pain, but without stain. C.S. Lewis