In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit. Ephesians 1:13
There come times in spiritual journey of each one of us when it feels like God is far away. Then your faith grows weak and your religion seems futile and meaningless. But remember that such a condition is always of your own making.
Be thankful that God does not change as a result of your changing moods. You might feel far away from Him, but He is just as close to you as He has always been. You belong to God and a passing mood cannot pluck you out of His hand. You are His – and He is yours.
As great and glorious as this truth might be, it is necessary for you to know that the reality of faith lies hidden in the depths of your soul. Simply to accept the truth that God cares for you is a wonderful comfort. But it is a life-giving experience to know that the Spirit of Christ, if you invite Him to, will fill your spirit. It is when your thoughts combine with the experience of the indwelling Holy Spirit that the assurance of God’s presence becomes a glorious reality.
If it feels as if God is far away, look for Him again. Accept the promise that He is always with you, and He will become a living reality to you.